Life and death... Who can predict?
I remember a novel by Sadeq Hedayat - a great philosopher from Persia. When I was finished read "the blind owl" book, I turned to amazed with death. He could wrote such a beautiful, the joy of spiritual of death. Death is not just leaving everything you had. It's like achieving a new spiritual level.
And just a moment ago, I just looking for a death person's facebook account. It's my friend's wife. They're just married for about six months before his wife had a heart attack. Now it's nearly a year since the death of my friend's wife. And he still couldn't move on. I mean, for looking a new partner for his life. Well who can? When the person you loved suddenly took away from you. Death took his wife. And when I look at the deceased's wall on facebook, there's a path. a life path. When I scroll down on the wall, the deceased still exist on updating status. And when I scroll up... Scroll up... there are no status from her anymore. But the wall is full with the condolences from relatives. But before those, the closest person from her is updating a status, saying that the deceased is already passed away. But one status before, I still see the status updated from her. Not too distance from the death status. How death and life could be so close. Scroll up, the day that my friend's wife death. Scroll down, she still exist. Alive. Scroll up - death. Scroll down - life.
And I'm also think " OMG this is an account from a death person. She doesn't exist anymore. But I feel there's a life in her account - the photographs. The smiles.
Maybe you will never find another woman like your wife. So you can never move on looking for a new one. But notice that your wife is not dead just like that. She's on a higher spiritual level
